Wow, Almost a year!

It's been too long. So many marijuana developments! I bought a vaporizer, an Herbal Aire and I pretty much love it. I noticed a dramatic change in my lungs and a lingering smokers cough was gone within a week. It's temperature is extremely accurate, it doesn't need much upkeep, just replacing the tubing here and there and wiping resin from the mouthpiece and crucible. I use it so often! And it's small so I can take it to friends house's and it really has no smell. Perfect for smoking indoors!

I also went from smoking an eighth a week to a quarter. What happened there? I'll admit though, it's slowing me down a little in class, I can't smoke on my break. I've got to stop it! Just before bed, and maybe at breakfast, haha. It helps me eat breakfast which I think eventually helps me focus better during the day.

Not much else, having my quarter-life-crisis with my impending graduation only months away. People keep asking me what I'm going to do and it's overwhelming. So, I'm still crazy but coping. It helps that the boyfriend is here for a bit to get me going. It's been fun to have him around, and while I haven't been making a bunch of money because of cuts at my new job selling old lady clothes, it's okay, because A) I make more money and B) I get to hang out with said boyfriend.

I'm not sure what else to say, I smoked some kush (initials RP I think? My friend couldn't remember the name but it was written on the bag) and it smelled a little like the combo of a sushi plate with wasabi and soy sauce. But it was amazing. And it made the Potato Bacon Cheddar Spring Rolls and Boston Beer Works freaking phenomenal. Will definitely be going back for more.

Calling all smokers 40+ in the Boston area!

I'm looking to do an in-dept piece on an individual who uses marijuana/relies on medical uses over the age of 40. I'm just looking for some of your time, meet up in your home or somewhere informal to get a look at the "trend" that's presenting itself. See: http://www3.whdh.com:80/news/articles/national/BO136145/

If you are interested or know someone I should get in contact with, please reply to garzaem@gmail.com

Thank you all!

Whoops.

The last time I posted was 4 months ago but I thought I should say:

Handheld vacuums are a good substitute for an ashtray, just suck the dead bowl right out!

Also, I should have put a donate button on here back in the day when I was active and maybe I could have bought a vaporizer.

I guess this blog is kind of dead, and I'm truly sorry about that. It's not that I don't smoke as much, because I definitely do, but between my boyfriend, school, work, and homework, I just don't have the time. I hope you all don't hate me. I truly loved writing this, and perchance I will show up here every now and again like I just did, but for now, wish me luck as a writer ok?

Just to let you all know: this new medication doesn't seem to be working, I am still struggling with my depression but I'm hoping to overcome it so I can share my life with the Italian. I'm still working, still writing, still toiling away, but just know I miss you all.

"You're drinking from what used to be a candle holder!"- my boyfriend



Now I'm rummaging through pieces of dried mango like I'm looking for the toy at the bottom of the cereal box. I like the saltier ones, and they tend to be the thinner, darker ones. I'm very particular sometimes.

Tomorrow is the day! I am getting prescribed. I'm not sure what to think, I am always a bit hesitant, last time things went terribly wrong. I don't know, for now I'm reallllly into this mango slice.

I've been picking up like twice a week now. Funny.

I just really wanted to say hi, there's no point to this.

My new morning routine.

I'm sitting fairly comfortably atop my bed, boyfriend at my right snoring ever-so-softly going through my new morning routine (rhymes with New Jack Swing, yeah, baby!). It appears that I've been having panic attacks on days I catch the T school, last week I completely missed class because I couldn't find anything to wear (I know, right?). So obviously, I've been having a little difficultly lately and I'm trying to fix it.

I woke up a good forty-five minutes to an hour earlier, and now I'm sitting here, pretty OK with what I picked out to wear on the bed in front of me, and am eating cream of wheat, or as my grandmother calls it, toleto (toh-lee-toh) and sipping tea. As usual the damn foreign workers outside my window are making their OBNOXIOUS FUCKING PRESENCE KNOWN. Goddamn, I hate them. Ruining my mornings getting me all outta whack...

Anyways, I'm nursing a small bowl, just to get me on point for the day and then it's off for a very long day consisting of class, interning, and more class until I go home at 10. I have to freaking go to Google tonight, can you believe that? This is going to be so lame... but I digress. Hopefully there will be dinner with my man sandwiched in there. Ok, I gotta get dressed enough dawdling, wish me luck with my slow mornings.

Scheduled pickups.

Lately I've been shouting at my dealer the day before. This helps me on two fronts: no more scrambling around last minute if he's dry and avoids me hoping to pick up at one time and not being able to do so until wayyy later or the next day. Nothings worse than a dry day.

It may seem silly, but I gotta do it. It's like part of my OCD now, I don't know why I never did this before. My dealers probably think I am weird but hey, whatever. I am a working woman with a schedule and I have got to stick to it!

Ok, back to the wire, I just had to share!

Almost October!? Really!?

In a matter of weeks I am going to be 20. Jeez, I am getting old. I'm currently sitting here stoney eating popcorn cause I don't really have any other real food. I think I'll grab some cupcakes before I head over to the Italian's. Ha! That's not dinner either but I'm a hungry bitch! It's this bong I think, it causes me to overeat, or to eat shitty food. I wish I had more Fruit Roll- Ups they're the best stoney snack.

I really hate that I can hear the ball game from my apartment. It does not rule so much. I also really hate that my phone is dead because I thought I left it here but apparently it's at my boyfriends. FAIL. I Also hate that I have homework again. Really? Ugh. I almost missed a deadline last night cause I simply forgot to write things down. I am a FAIL!

So, note to self:

eat better

write things down


More to come...